February 2012
74 posts
Erase Me.
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
Prom.
I don’t think I’m going to prom anymore. I don’t have the money and I don’t really want to go anymore. Going without a date would suck.
I hate my life.
Finally woke up. Nothing to do what’s new..
I'm done.
Trying to hold back from crying all day. Now that I’m home that’s all I can do.. but its my own fault. Got iss for cussing this prick out. All I’m ever going to be is a fucking douche bag that hurts peoples feelings. I better get use to living with the piece of shit that I am.
Guess they were right, I’m a piece of shit. You’ll be happier that I’m not around...
Always the Fuck up.
Watch
Weird.
Me an my brother watching Glee.
Asdfgh
To much on my mind to sleep..
Fuck.
I can’t take it anymore. I’m taking this break because you want me to be this friend that I just can’t be right now.
I’m just going to let it all out maybe you can understand it this time.
I’m taking this break because I have such strong feeling for you, and you feel nothing towards me. I can’t handle having these feelings for you anymore because they’re getting out of hand cause I’m scared that...
Smoke the problems away ;]
Nothin else to do
Ehh
I don’t think you’d even care if I came back. Or if I never did..
I hate seeing you like this.
And it’s all my fault..
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If it was only that easy.
3 tags
$130 Spent on Valentines day gifts :(
$130 That went to waste.. The year that I try to do something for valentines day I fail at it. I’ll never be able to make her happy.
You killed me outside.
Words never hurt more.
